So...it's that time again. The first couple weeks before my birthday. You're probably thinking that I'm excited right? WRONG!! Fact is, no one actually cares about my birthday, therefore it's just a large pain to me. It's to irritating growing older and such, growing older means more complications...I can barely handle the complications I have now let alone getting more. It's all just a big bother really. Now seriously, I'm not looking for attention. I'm not one of those needy people. I'm just tired of feeling like I'm the only one who cares about the day I was born.

Like it wouldn't really bug me all that much normally, but like this was the day I came into the world. SOMEONE besides me can at least be a little happy about it. Then again, I'm not even happy about it myself so...blech. -dies- But to me, not caring about the day I was given life...is like not caring about my life...you get my drift? It's like this every year too...no one really seems to care. Then again, it might just be my emotions fogging up my judgement but who knows. That's what it seems like to me so blech.

Anyway schools been hard, life has been difficult, and LIVING has been even harder...but hey, I'll manage. I have to right? If I didn't well then I'd probably go completely nuts, do a bunch of stupid things and maybe get thrown in jail. Although, the first thing I'd probably do is this --> then I might do a little bit of this lool well you get the point XD. Anyways...to sum it all up, I feel like shit and taking some pills XD lol jk jk. No pills. Just feel like shit. Well ttyls!